Creating Just Because
In yesterday's post I mentioned how I made this laundry list of goals and things of what I wanted to accomplish. I realize now that none of that matters in hindsight if it doesn't help me pursue my ultimate purpose.I think one of the scariest things to admit is how much my faith means to me. If it doesn't fulfill me there, if it doesn't glorify Christ - is it worth doing? I believe the harder question to ask is or the nuance to notice and identify is how is this glorifying Christ. I've even touched on that concept before.I am now seeking to create just because. I need to relieve the pressure that I uninhibitedly placed upon myself.So today I created. I want to get to a point where I can create and share without restraint or fear of the outcome. I believe I need to fall in love with the act of creating once more. I need to create just because.In creating just because I'm hoping to get clarity behind what I am doing, where I am going and the tools I am using to get there. I do believe I spend way too much time thinking and pondering of what to do. Like should I letter, should I paint, should I draw, sew - too many options which then result in paralysis. It is a lot easier to move forward with less. At least you learn to work with what you got!