Roller Coaster of Emotions

So this is my third year in college and my first year at Rochester Institute of Technology. I have been on a roller coaster of emotions from day one. I don’t know what to do with my self. My main focus is on Graduation, that day when I get to walk across the stage and grab that fake degree, all so that my family and friends can witness the whole reason of me being in school. Not to mention the benefits of paying back all the loans and money needed to get that one little piece of paper! But what about the whole journey before getting to that stage? I thought college was supposed to be the best of experiences in your life. (I had lots of fun at my old university!) One thing for sure I don’t find that here upstate and I truly don’t know what to do to make my world a better place. I just want to be finished with school. I thought I wanted to get my Masters Degree and now I’m thinking twice. I feel so miserable and I don’t know how to overcome this feeling. I really don’t want to be in school for three more years STILL aiming for my BACHELORS DEGREE! For real man I want to accomplish much more in life, and if I wait for three more years I will then be 24 with my first bachelors degree!

Jesus I am calling on you to help me get through these obstacles and I know that you work miracles! SO PLEASE!!!!!

I know this blog is on the negative side, but this was me venting…… AAAHHHHH ok I think tomorrow will be a greater and much better day, I’m aiming for that.

Until then

Peace Love and Blessings



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