In yesterday’s post I mentioned how I made this laundry list of goals and things of what I wanted to accomplish. I realize now that none of that matters in hindsight if it doesn’t help me pursue my ultimate purpose.
I think one of the scariest things to admit is how much my faith means to me. If it doesn’t fulfill me there, if it doesn’t glorify Christ – is it worth doing? I believe the harder question to ask is or the nuance to notice and identify is how is this glorifying Christ. I’ve even touched on that concept before.
I am now seeking to create just because. I need to relieve the pressure that I uninhibitedly placed upon myself.
So today I created. I want to get to a point where I can create and share without restraint or fear of the outcome. I believe I need to fall in love with the act of creating once more. I need to create just because.
In creating just because I’m hoping to get clarity behind what I am doing, where I am going and the tools I am using to get there. I do believe I spend way too much time thinking and pondering of what to do. Like should I letter, should I paint, should I draw, sew – too many options which then result in paralysis. It is a lot easier to move forward with less. At least you learn to work with what you got!